Just about stuff...

Now I come to know that spirits do lurk in this world, they range between hot and cold in their essence.

Now I think the word evil has been thrown around to loosely, so lets think of good and bad. Black and white, like in yin and yang.

On a side note, notice how yin yang symbol contains a dot of the opposite in either side. Now I've been toying with the idea of alternate universe, but not so much as multiple but reversed or inverted.

Consider that the human eye inverts the colors it sees in the real world. The reality of it is that black is white and white is black. Confusing no? However consider an inverted universe. White is black and black is white. Thus eyes there would need no such conversion like ours.

Now when you think of it, everything you see is technically a lie. Of course we accept our inverted perception as reality.

With this in mind, think of our Universe and worlds current situations. Now science has yet to find any proof of life sustaining planets, aside from single cell variety that can live in extreme conditions.

Also consider the oddity of the Earth's evolutionary track record. Its not natural, but it seems to be a blend of manipulation and natural factors.

Then also consider how strange yet familiar shapes appear in nature in both small and grand scales. The Earth can be seen as a piece of art at certain distances. Crop circles seem to be like graffiti. Not to say its negative...well, except for maybe that giant naked man, which wasn't a crop circle.

There are also plenty of unexplainable structures that man couldn't have built at those times with primitive tech. However it seems most likely that beings from other worlds(possibly dead now) could and still visited to influence the Earth's growth.

Earth is kind of like hell and heaven in a big mixed up soup of oil and water right now. Literally because of the content of oil and plastics that are in the oceans and even fresh water areas. Pollution is the like sin in a physical form. While life in itself is virtue.

Mankind proves to be the medium in this case as a thing of life and bringer of death.

While I do not match death of something consider a sin, its a natural thing, but the road to it is often twisted and full of turns. I guess sometimes short cuts aren't a good idea in life.

Now most people know that virtue is good, and thus sin is bad. However we now see that society is confused on what is sin and a virtue. When in fact they label things based on the perception of whats good and whats bad.

People should know what a virtue is, its and act of compassion or kindness. Its something you use your heart for. The life of your soul. Without it your are not souless, but spiritually undead.

A sin should be simple to understand as well, its usually something that hurts another at the expense of your own desires, agenda or intentions.

In today's society people are now forced to commit sin against virtue. And in some cases attempts to commit to virtue falls victim to sins of others. Either people playing the system, people in the system defrauding it, or the system itself is fraud and just taking in wealth for itself.

Not every charity is real, and even the real ones have the sin of greed tied into either by its workers, associations, or owners.

Consider if Earth is either the only living, or last major living planet in a semi-dead universe.

The universe's black holes are effectively consuming the universes contents and inverting it to its alternate. Think of it as if we are in an egg. An egg that's maturing into something else. In the metamorphosis of a caterpillar, cells vanish and cells reappear while its in the cocoon. Much like how are universe is currently consuming its own dead material for other use.

Now don't expect the end of the universe anytime soon, fore we are at a half mark in its history. However the importance of Earth is something that shouldn't be forgotten.

Personally I've always had problems with religions and thus never joined one or really followed them. Currently I have been reading bits on them for useful info on the possibilities of what has gone on in the past. Take things at face value instead of absolute truth, and the piece the truth together with that...

Lies go deep when you think about it. Its hard to know whats true, but its important to know whats real for survival's sake.

Now I guess one could assume that the alternate universe would be in a sense heaven. But that's not quite how it will work out. There is still some balance to Earth, much of it has its beauty and peace. Some towns are pleasant, areas still have abundance of animals and life in general. However what mankind has done has spread hell upon the Earth. Much like a cancer, or growth negative to its surroundings.

Of course this is where things get confusing, as you have three real sides to the issue. We see good, bad and evil.

Evil would be bad to both sides, the bad and the good. Because in their own eyes they are good and the other bad.

People who mine the Earth, the workers, would be considered good hard working people, but those who see the damage would view them as bad, while its in reality the ones who employ them should be viewed that way. But those people hide it and make up shit to clean themselves of blame. Doesn't always work, but this would be an example of evil.

Of course being too good or bad could also be considered evil as well. Sometimes people who try and help too much end up making something evil happen as the result. Help the wrong person as it were. However being fearful of helping that one person also throws things out of balance since the odds are low most of the time.

Good and bad have their faces, but evil tends to stand out more. However we teach people not to judge by appearances. This is misleading because it was to a blanket solution to judging people by race, body type, or sex. Some people just have different features. But its not hard to see if someone has developed a look to them. In the eyes, the mouth mostly. As time goes sin and virtue show. Explains why some people opp for plastic surgery and other concealing procedures.

Features have other meanings, as while all humans are humans, human souls technically don't exist. At the base of it all, all souls are connected, and branch outward like a tree. The trunk being the center point of it all, you have roots into darkness and branches into light.

The major branches and roots representing different species of animal, plant and bacteria types and further breaking down, and at times entangling and merging. Evolution is a lot like a tree growing, it changes as time goes by but the beginnings are still there.

Each human born has at least one soul of animal origin, anything else is an outside influence either from a god, demon or lost soul.

A lost soul would be a ghost, one who believes its the human it last was. The conflict lies in that the soul thinks it human, although it has only its branch or root. That's why spirit animals could be important to know of, as it could help the soul cross over into another life, either as animal or human.

Generally its the soul's choice of where it goes, but also the soul self judges and splits between a conscious state and a subconscious state. One which views the world from birth to death and the other that plays with the info in the ethereal state.

The importance of being human is that you've transcended from an animal state. Human is still animal and the same rules applies, but the complexity added in rules mankind makes. Rules created by groups, religions and governments. Rules are useful in keep order and making things run smoothly, but you only need a few to keep it going well. Now when you keep adding them, well things get mucky.

Then people put in their opinions on what should be a rule based on their view of good and bad...and well cluster fuck.

So its hard to say how this mess could be fixed, but there is quite a bit at stake.

Playlist by numbers.

Automatic - (A)=1 Monster
blink182 - (1+8+2)=(1)+(1)=2 Girl at the Rock Show
three doors down - 3 Loser
yourfavoritemartian - 4 Orphan Tears
maroon 5 - 5 This Love
Eve 6 - 6 Inside Out
Seven Dust - 7 Denial
??? - 8 ???
Nine Days - 9 Absolutely

Whats 8? Well I've been trying my hardest to figure that out. @ScottAW1981 if you can figure it out.

Little poem, or such.

I woke one day, in this land

Been around a long time

Long as I can

Some people pick death

they don't understand.

Life is the rule

love of the land.

In both love and hate

There lies sin

Not in action

But the consequences within.

Best not touch

What you cant handle.

See with your eyes

Sometimes your hand will.

Look to the eyes

They know the truth.

Look in the mirror,

Get out of the booth.

Same old thing

Again and again.

I tire of the loop,

So lets try again.

You end it at eight

That's the plan.

I stacked the deck,

Mess with the world with my hands.

Love of mine dreams of many.

Let them wake, groove and shimmy.

Open your eyes, see the world.

It dies at our feet,

So be like the squirrel.

Break it all down,

Piece by piece.

See a new world,

the spiritual retreat.

Open your mind,

Tether to heart.

It may not end it,

But that is the start.

All the system,

Its at fault.

From politics to religion,

and science is a farce.

They lie for money,

Care not of you.

When will you see?

Y'all abused.

They dance their dance,

laugh their laugh.

In the end,

the new program at last.

Are friends misguided.

Lost in the fog.

In the end the demons crawl.

Devils dance in gold attire.

Built false wealth to start the fire.

Played false dreams to tie with wire.

Flipped the scene,

set your soul on fire.

In the end they all but clones.

Mocking the true,

obscuring their souls.

Fallen angels blinded as well.

Do not see they are in hell.

Earth's swan cry heard as well.

But fallen on ears that don't know EL.

Gods cycled in and out,

But in the end its all about...

...what you make of your life.

Which is hard to do with all the vice.

Blame yourself if you really want.

Blame the system,

That's what its really about.

We played the game,

Now we're slaves.

The master are children who dance on our grave.

They burn the dead for fun and profit.

They leave holes in the mother's surface.

What fills these gaps,

Don't want to know.

But you don't have to be a ho to see the show...

Stages of the afterlife

Stages after death.

Stage 1 - Limbo

Stuck/Repeat - When the spirit either does not believe in afterlife or even that they are dead. Often just inhabiting an object or area but doing nothing other then existing or repeating an action at a certain time, schedule or other.

Ghost State - When a spirit either does not know its dead or simply feels it has purpose still. These types can range vastly as ghost are pure forms of spirit with emotions that may be difficult to predict. Coolness usually presents a spirit that is either innocent or may not cause you harm. Warm to be wary of. Hot is usually malevolent or evil spirits.

Cool spirit can usually easily pass on, but hotter ones will cling and even posses or curse the living, enslave/imprison the meek spirits with fear. Not fearing an evil spirit is key in defend against one. Having a good character is also key to keeping them off you as they will grow like an infection in those with ill will.

Stage 2 - Astral (Spectrum)

Paradise - Not to be confused with 'Heaven', paradise is a dream state usually in the most peaceful and positive of places. The spirit collective or even individual create their own dream state.

Hades - Where spirits whose past actions compromise their own personal happiness, 'evil', very sinful people are drawn here to be alone, dwelling and suffering from the suffering that they caused, sometimes forever.

The Astral Spectrum - Paradise and Hades represents the endings of a spectrum, the spirits overall experiences place them in this spectrum. However there is always the option to move on from this stage, hardest on the Hades end.

Stage 3 - Reincarnation

This is something that can't easily be explain, while the spirit has the true choice of the path it takes, it doesn't actually knows what path it has chosen. Other factors can shift the paths as well.

It is important to know that a spirit is all the same. From plant, bug or animal. Remember that we are all 'animals' by definition. All are connected to the mother, Earth, even god in Heaven.

The beginning to now, in brief.

Long ago, before life on Earth there was just a hunk of rock possessed by a spirit.

This spirit eventually decided to pool her resources together into pools to create the basics of life.

And of course from it rose bacteria, plant life and eventually aquatic lifeforms.

Sometime during this process, another visited Earth, but not before visiting another first. The previous planet however did not fare well, but this spirit seemed to have faith in Earth.

So with the combined powers both began to develope more advanced forms of life, which eventually led to bi-pedal beings that will one day rule the world.

The spirit that came had done this before, had templates and notes and was pretty sure he knew what he was doing and what he did wrong before.

Earth had faith in the early days, but there started be disagreements in how things were ran. Earth wanted to keep the basic system in place, but the other spirit felt that more order was required in the world.

The end result was a falling out between the two. Were the new spirit retreated to watch the Earth from afar, but not before condemning Earth to her own soil, and dividing her from her spiritual son.

This division struck further than just the two main spirits, as all their collective children were left in a lurch. They were not ready for it. The children began to dived. Both the new and old. Ideas, opinions, cultures and beliefs clashed. No one was really wrong, nor right.

Over time the spirit residing above Earth would send his own to assist and direct the development of nations, however he did not have the same control over them as the Earth.

While some things stuck, the rule of father over the mother was not absolute. The children would ignore the father, take his place, cast him out or simply refuse him. Most had forgotten the mother Earth, leaving her to myths.

In the dawn of the year 2011, the spirit in the heavens knew that he could no shift the current flow that the people of Earth were taking. Things were heading to hell fast. Trust was dying, love eroding, hate manifesting. So he began to strike the Earth with storms and quakes, for many months.

Finally he succeeded, things started to come clear to Earth, she was always awake, always here, just not realized.

Earth hid in California, her son traveled from the mid-east to reunite with her. Over many generations...

7 years ago they met with two others, also sharing one body. They now have two children, married 4 years.

Earth suspects that the spirit of heaven was kind enough to direct them to her.

Relativity of Beauty

Like how one percieves good and evil, beauty and ugliness are equally relative. Countless times have I seen actor(ress), musician and what not that people will pine about how sexy, attractive, beautiful they are. I won't say anything to contradict but am left to ponder what part of that person they find beautiful.

The focus of ones attention varies between everyone. Some people will take in the whole picture, others focus on key features while some will nitpick every crease, cranny and curve.

When it comes down to it, most people's perception of beauty relies on what they find attractive, not neccessary what is pretty by standard. I can name a few people popularized in media that people will pine over and I find...well, kind of ugly. Which brings us to the more important matter, what makes ugly? You can live your life homely or mildly attractive, but ugly is like a stink that doesn't go away.

So really if one is concerned about their looks or general appearance, shooting for -not- ugly is a reasonable goal, espicially if said person was not found attractive or does not find themself attractive.

What makes ugly? I'll be getting to that shortly...

The vast majority of us usually look are best at the earliest of ages, before the world, mankind and our saturation upon developement(either emotional or enviromental conditions). As you grow, how you're raised and treated, your view of yourself, contributes to your physical appearence. Even if you can hide emotion, your self gradually gets painted onto your physical form. The mind is a powerful thing, the tool of the soul to guide the body in the world. Simply being told and thinking that you are beautiful or ugly can make you thus. Even if you don't believe these things, a part of you might.

Beauty is tricky. Ugliness is pretty basic. Like smashing a stained glass window is far easier then building one, it takes no real effort to be ugly. Simple things like greed, selfishness, agressiveness, sadness and hatred chisel your face, bend your posture and even effects your stance. Its not hard to do any of those things, but it is to not do them. Which I'm pretty sure is the point.

So why do we get fooled? Well the answer lies within ones self. Trying to either find someone whose on your level or above...and in some cases below. The body you start with and grow up with, even if you take care of it, eat right, excercise or even do the opposite does not neccessary contribute. Sterotypes that people have tend to make those superficial things mandatory.

Some people know that they are either beautiful or ugly, their are actually a minority. Most people have a perception that they are one of the two, or in the middle, but its easy to lie to yourself. If everyone you know tells you so, you believe it out of trust. If you look at yourself, you may find every flaw, or every perk. Thus, we, both men and women who have the vanity for it, tend to fashion themselves in ways to direct the eyes of the onlooker. Makeup, clothing, accessories. Anything to distract the eyes, or draw them to a desire location, distorting the viewers perception of the targets true appearence.

In the end its not your body shape, weight, height, age, ethnicity, sex or even deformations that decides your look, but you yourself. Its truelly all in the mind, and the sooner you know, the less likely you'll find yourself ugly. And if you do, think of what you might be doing that is ugly. Not being ugly is a step up the pretty ladder. Oh, and you can't fake climbing a ladder, it just doesn't work. You find yourself staring at that ladder, invisioning yourself climbing up it...but you're still well in the mud, and sinking.

Remember, some of the -beautiful- people have flaws that you'd find ugly in others.

Ghosts in the machine.

Something I've become more and more aware of is that life is more than your basic nature made organic matter. There is another factor to life and that is energy. All lifeforms function off the basic principle that they need energy. A material is consumed and converted by the life and functionality ensues. So who's to say that what man has made does not have life itself?

It can be a scary thought to know that your very car could be a life form, more so if it had a spirit. Of course you cannot manufacture spirit or even create it. It something that is already here, but not all spirits have bodies, and some never choose to. With technology advancing and our creations become more complex and closer to lifeforms that nature has created, spirits begin to take host of them. Unlike a living person, there is no resisting spirit to keep them out, but the mystery would be the motive of said spirit.

Spirits have inhabited other objects before, far less complicated and more of effigies than functioning machines. Take dolls and houses for instance. The materials used in both tend to have some organic beginning. The wood of the house frame, the cotton filling of the doll provided remnants of life that draw vagrant spirits. Cars too are composed and function from the product of organic material. Crude oil is broken down from lifeforms millions of years ago, it is still very much an organic compound despite the series of refinement and additives mixed into it. Add to that the use of electricity and you have a man made life form. Gas provides it energy, electricity controls its brain, oil works like blood by keeping the parts functioning, perhaps in a different way.

Of course cars are still primitive despite being more complex than inanimate objects. However today we've gone the extra mile, we have computers. They only require energy, making them an ideal host to inhabit. This is were I have a little more experience with the behavior of computers with spirits. Although I cannot say for sure, it seems that the primary residence of a spirit in a computer tends to be the hard drive, the only device on a computer that retains information.

Hard drives, I have found and my wife had noted, can talk after. They don't all talk, but one with a spirit can. It can be unnerving to hear it speak, especially if it says your name. I've experienced similar instances with my father's speaker system, connected to computer, making a periodically spooky cry. Me and my wife share the theory that my mother's mother's spirit may lurk within the house, as she as tussled her hair once while we were over. Probably doesn't help that there is a quasi shrine for her in the house, belongings of her.

Another thing to note is that a spirit does not have memories like the living, being out of body there is no threshold of memory, as it is like the essence of the spirit. Once dead, all knowledge is in theory accessible to the spirit, however desire and drive for such is usually not there, and those spirits so enligntend tend to pass on to the next life instead of dwelling amongst the living like an outcast.

With that said, what you do most often on a computer tends to direct what the residing spirit desires and dislikes, additionally the connection of the living user whose physical body touches the devices of the system creates a sort of emotional connection. If the user is enjoying themselves, the spirit will feed of said emotions, the hard drive will provide a place for current memory to be reaccessed. Beware your computer doesn't get too attached to you or other users of the system can have difficulty operating it. Additionally programs and routines not common to it after possession may create conflicts in the developed personality of the spirit residing.

Likewise for vehicles and how they are operated. I've experienced my most recent car exhibit cautionary behavior. Being at a full stop at a point where visibility was low in areas that could pose a threat, I would begin to release the brake in preparation for movement, however an uncharacteristic jerk would occur moments before an approaching vehicle was coming my way, unseen by myself and without the warning may of resulted in either a close call or accident. Its a modern car, they have computers too...

This kind of behavior is a little more of a relief than say your computer calling out your name through the sounds of its hard drive...

You could call me crazy for believing such things, but I can call you crazy for not believing too.

My next little rant will be a surprise for you and me, since I can't decided what I'm going to write about next.